2001-12-03 9:46 p.m. Ok, there was supposed to be a substantive entry tonight, but I'm lazy and my stomach hurts, so I figure you'll take what you can get... I stole this from your best friend and mine Uncle Bob who stole it from some whore who stole it from some other whore who probably didn't make it up in the first place either. How often do you cry? I really don't cry that often. I get frustrated alot and want to cry, but I rarely ever do. I'd say the last time I truly cried was a few days after Sept 11th. I remember the events of that week hitting me all at once. What makes you cry the easiest most easily? Loss. Loss of love. Doesn't matter if it's death or breakups or other, loss of love gets me every time. What makes you really really happy? You know that feeling you get when you're finally sure that you're not imagining it? That they're as smitten with you as you are with them? That's my favorite feeling. That makes me happy. Has anyone close to you ever died? Three of my grandparents have died and I was tight with all three. I miss them terribly, but somehow I understand now that each death has made me stronger. I guess a part of each of them is still with me. Has anyone close to you ever committed suicide? Yes. When I was a sophomore in high school, this kid that I was friends with hung himself. I'm not embellishing too mcuh when I say that I was his only friend. We had lost touch and the next time I heard from his family I heard that he had killed himself. And then, a year later, my uncle died in DC under mysterious circumstances. I'm not going into detail here because nothing was ever proven, but he was a troubled guy and the circumstantial evidence was pretty overwhelming. How many funerals have you been to? Three of my grandparent's, said uncle, and the mother of a college friend. So, I guess that's 5. (Christ... why's this all about death...?) Have you ever cried over the death of a celebrity? Nope. What would be the scariest way to die (in your opinion?) Drowning. Because short of inhaling all that water to end things fast, there's nothing you can do. What do you do in your spare time? Sleep. Laugh. Dream. And try to figure out how to get more spare time. What are some of your favorite restaurants? Nacho Mama's, Tauraso's, and Arby's. What time do you wake up in the morning? 6:30 What is your natural sleeping pattern? Usually I go to sleep by 11:30 or 12 and am up by 6:30. See? Way too little sleep. What made you decide to have sex for the first time? Pabst Blue Ribbon. What do you do on weekends? Live my life. How long does it take you to get ready to go out on the weekend? I don't care. I'll be ready when I'm ready goddammit! leave me a note, fool! | |
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